My True Colors

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I have been writing in this blog for more than a year… and it has been a great personal journey. More than anything… through it I see God’s amazing involvement in my daily life. Each day… bit by bit… fragments of my life are added together… creating impression and meaning of life that is very personal to me. How I percieve life, what I think, and feel about it… happen not by coincidence. Every tiny decission I made… really makes who I really am today. But what never fail to amaze me is that… though bad and sometimes stupid decissions were made… there is THIS INVINCIBLE HAND that orchestrated everything, so all end up working for my good. Deep down in my heart I always know that… God is the invincible force behind all of this. And for that I am truly grateful.

This blog has also become a place for me to express myself, and be who I really am. It constantly reminds me that I have only 1 personality, but consistency is a matter of choice. I have a naive and ideal dream that I can always be the real me at all places and at all time. Me in the family is as the same as me in the workplace, church, inner circle friendship, and everywhere. I do not want to live a life that I have to pretend to be this and that anymore… I want to show the world my true colors, and I don’t want to be affraid about that. If the real me is cloudy right now… so be it… as long it is the real me. It is better that way than trying to make it rosier than what it is. With that I can always turn to this blog to see my life journey… and witness it myself the meaning of this sentence “So God becomes greater, and I become less” when the Maestro starts adding color onto my canvas… the true colors He wants me to be.

I just want the readers also know that everytime I write something here… I have carefully thought what the impact is going to be, to me and to those close to me. So there are many things happened behind the scene that are not written here. It is impossible to write everything anyway. With the same consideration as well… I know that my future wife will read or perhaps has been reading this blog. With that in mind… I still decide to show my true colors. If she will be with me for the rest of my life… might as well she knows the real me starting from now. And if I have new friends who want to know me more… they can always turn to this blog… it will save me hundreds of hours of introduction hehehe.

So for this year, next year, and many years to come… I will still do my best to show my true colors in this blog. I would like to thank you my readers… for the time you spent here… and for many hours to come. Please support me in prayer that somehow and somewhere… there are souls that will touched when reading this blog… and come back home to our Father. God bless you and your loved ones.

You with the sad eyes
Don’t be discouraged
Oh I realize
Its hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don’t be unhappy, can’t remember
When I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I’ll be there

And I’ll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow

(When I last saw you laughing)
If this world makes you crazy
And you’ve taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I’ll be there

And I’ll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show

Your true colors
True colors
True colors
Shining through

I see your true colors
And that’s why I love you
So don’t be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors are beautiful,
Like a rainbow


Written by Handy Tirta Saputra on 22 Feb 2013.
Thank you to Phil Collins, nik0la007, and YouTube for the video clip.
Thank you to Lyrics007 for the lyrics.
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